long long day
not really a fantastic day.sulking bout it wont help. but i did for most of the day.
crying doesnt either. it only makes my paper wet.
n cum ta think of it. i shldnt b crying. everyone has their life. i guess mine is juz goin thru a rough patch.
was pretty glad dat i was goin ta plaza sing after sch n i prob cld get sum things off my mind.
n guess wad. i almost died in pain from a cramp. okok. i din like almost die. but still the pain was pretty excruciating ok. it was the cramp plus feeling like vomitting anytime. funny how i always get illnesses that resemble pregnancy. haz. n then the doc would ask the nurse ta giv me a pregnancy test without even askin if i eva had sex before. dun ya think tats weird.
its irritating how the older i get the easier i fall sick. i remember how i used ta b darn healthy las time in psch n sec sch. it was like i hadta fake sum illness juz ta skip sch like wad? three times a year? and then las year i was pretty much falling sick at the most unexpected times. i cld juz wake up in the morn n start ta vomit juz beside my bed when everything was ok the day before. n the cycle of my sickness seems pretty similar. cramp or headache. then cums da fever. then the giddiness. n then the vomitting.
o wells. i juz had so much tots juz now. but ya. i din write it down or anythin n its all gone.
i dread sch tomorrow.
okok. mayb its like wad san said. its juz a phase.
i hav a thick skull. haz
sumhow i felt so much betta during lep.
i dunno. study. thats all i guess.
i guess subconsciously i hav been waiting. but its pretty long now, redundant as well. very redundant. still letting go isnt as easy as juz sayin so. i guess. its juz time ta stop. at least i will try. sudden dawning upon me when i woke frm my sleep juz now.
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
im pretty much afraid of wad lies ahead. n i juz wanna get everything over n done with.
argh. im juz so cryable nowadays. makes me feel like im tunin into a gu niang. irritating.
Someday
Nickelback
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late
Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
